Skyla Indigo Ink (CoachT'Marie W.C.)
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...there's the diamond w/in the middle-of-the-rough.
(Carl Gustav) Jung’s concept is – that the aim of one’s life, psychologically speaking, should be not to suppress or repress, but to come to know one’s other side, and so both to enjoy and to control the whole range of one’s capacities; i.e., in the full sense, to “know oneself”.
~The Portable JUNG: edited by Joseph Campbell
~The Portable JUNG: edited by Joseph Campbell
Conspiring to be part of the (Golden Chaos) magick. Into the Wild-Unknown (Me/We) go!
Expressing that I've started drafting my own obituary has received a balanced-mix of reactions from my inner-circle. I'am still not truly sure why any lack of enthusiasm would incur, instead of inquiry to learn more, but woo-woo. Those that usually think-outside-of-their-belief-box have been the most supportive. It's been (a super) interesting ordeal to observe folks reactions to my unconventional-aspiration. Because of this, I figured I'd write about it and leave-it-here to readily explain for seeking this approach resonates with. My entrance into the magical Woo Woo realms has transmuted my consciousness beyond habits-of-usual. At the point, everyone would struggle to produce a piece that reflected my Truity; ultimately provoking them to create some cookie-cutter version of what they-think-I'am. Plus, traveling my most recent LifePath has included several trips to Hell, and (up until this point) had been view as such hardship, peril, and double-double-toil-and-trouble! And honestly, attempting to set-up-shop just beyond my comfort zone has routinely ruffled-my-feathers, to say the least! But -- I've returned with emotional and intellectual goodies -- and many have yet to witness the currency of this quintessence.
My BFF, T'Fen has been the-most-supportive of my efforts from the moment I told him about it. He's truly my counsel of magical imagineering and dream-weaving. We've been friends since high school and (easily) hit the 10,000hr Conversations benchmark a few years back. We often giggle (a lot) about how he's been the only one on-the-planet who seriously listens, co-contemplate, and help prioritize my cries and preserve my laughter. As I've ventured through the last ten years to discover my S.E.L.F. and cultivate my Life/Work path-findings via NeoHome Economics and CoachMaddHattery; I mis-judged the timelines by which my new professional-lane would mature into sustainable, viable, income-worthy streaming. And because of this, my entire sense of worth and livelihood became intrinsically entangled and I became estranged to my very existence. Discharging from my embodiment kept showing up as the better-alternative to my depressive set of circumstances.
Between T'Fen constantly talking-me-off-the-ledge and reminding me of my Why; plus my husband-of-yesteryear keeping the children safely balanced, alongside the shoulders of my parents (Mom1, Dad and Mom2), my BigSis Resey, and my cousin-confidant Nicole (Nickelodeon) -- I've managed to 'full circle' this particular journey with the confidence needed to bust-up my curse-bound beliefs, keep-the-courage to place my building-blocks, and preserve my dream-legacy. Trust me, 'Life Savers' isn't just a brand of candy.
Of course, the time has arrived to activate such eloquence; and yet this tussle to reflect upon all that has been sacrificed to get this far. I move-forward with caution to claim my treasures beyond the wild-unknown. Mainly to remain my courtship with S.E.L.F., as it's most imperative that I don't again lose sight-of-myself or my connectivity with my children (my godlings). In hindsight, the loss of the old-me was beneficial to the advocacy of my children's well-being and emotional-sustenance, plus much was learned and healed surrounding my monstrous-impressions of human connectivity and the parent-child relationship. Leaving me to stay mindful that my curious-call-to-courage shall always involve some risks of plans being rudely interrupted or even replaced, as well as the ebb&flow of sorrow and disappointment via relationships getting smudged and or catching-on-fire. Despite how disenchanting this may be -- THE MARATHON CONTINUES! To offset these notions, I've adopted the approach to offer routine honorariums to my DreamLegacy acquaintances, as they are diligently due! I often marvel at the coverage offered by those that love me, despite my extended absences and delay of best-life.
Shucks, being such the wondrous-weirdo, I've had the pleasure of observing my invisible-life growth and maintenance of magical-sense and kinetic-forces; thus having incorporated several supplemental strategies. Within less than three-years, I'll be approaching my 50yr earth-birth-mark -- and so, the urge to dispel certain generational-habits involving my departure-of-Body is deeply courting serious considerations. My most exciting, but majorly intimidating feat, at the present moment, is reconciling my reality of un-planned strides and officially transforming into the style of living I've been preparing for (the dying of the old-me, to usher in the new-me) -- because it's truly been a (very) long time coming {CapricornSunVirgoMoonVirgoRising}. All whilst accumulating the wisdom that involves FREE forgiveness (for myself and others), especially when tussling with seemingly 'wrong' decision-makings, mis-takes, emotional-detours, and psychological twists&turns! Thankfully, I'am (slowly, but surely) letting-go of judging my people/places/things/situations in terms of right/wrong, good/evil. My increased meditation, studies of S.E.L.F., and observations w/in the Imaginal and WooWoo realms, plus the research/development gathered via the correlations between ancient-mystery, contemporary-religion, and (hue)man nature/nurture based behaviors are leading my paradigms to shift in epic proportions. Because surely, my generational/historical/ancestral mechination has been a bit rigged with all sorts of social-clandestine cloaks&daggers. Now the hard-part begins; graduating into the 'Warrior-in-the-Garden'.
#CoachMaddHatteryActivated
My BFF, T'Fen has been the-most-supportive of my efforts from the moment I told him about it. He's truly my counsel of magical imagineering and dream-weaving. We've been friends since high school and (easily) hit the 10,000hr Conversations benchmark a few years back. We often giggle (a lot) about how he's been the only one on-the-planet who seriously listens, co-contemplate, and help prioritize my cries and preserve my laughter. As I've ventured through the last ten years to discover my S.E.L.F. and cultivate my Life/Work path-findings via NeoHome Economics and CoachMaddHattery; I mis-judged the timelines by which my new professional-lane would mature into sustainable, viable, income-worthy streaming. And because of this, my entire sense of worth and livelihood became intrinsically entangled and I became estranged to my very existence. Discharging from my embodiment kept showing up as the better-alternative to my depressive set of circumstances.
Between T'Fen constantly talking-me-off-the-ledge and reminding me of my Why; plus my husband-of-yesteryear keeping the children safely balanced, alongside the shoulders of my parents (Mom1, Dad and Mom2), my BigSis Resey, and my cousin-confidant Nicole (Nickelodeon) -- I've managed to 'full circle' this particular journey with the confidence needed to bust-up my curse-bound beliefs, keep-the-courage to place my building-blocks, and preserve my dream-legacy. Trust me, 'Life Savers' isn't just a brand of candy.
Of course, the time has arrived to activate such eloquence; and yet this tussle to reflect upon all that has been sacrificed to get this far. I move-forward with caution to claim my treasures beyond the wild-unknown. Mainly to remain my courtship with S.E.L.F., as it's most imperative that I don't again lose sight-of-myself or my connectivity with my children (my godlings). In hindsight, the loss of the old-me was beneficial to the advocacy of my children's well-being and emotional-sustenance, plus much was learned and healed surrounding my monstrous-impressions of human connectivity and the parent-child relationship. Leaving me to stay mindful that my curious-call-to-courage shall always involve some risks of plans being rudely interrupted or even replaced, as well as the ebb&flow of sorrow and disappointment via relationships getting smudged and or catching-on-fire. Despite how disenchanting this may be -- THE MARATHON CONTINUES! To offset these notions, I've adopted the approach to offer routine honorariums to my DreamLegacy acquaintances, as they are diligently due! I often marvel at the coverage offered by those that love me, despite my extended absences and delay of best-life.
Shucks, being such the wondrous-weirdo, I've had the pleasure of observing my invisible-life growth and maintenance of magical-sense and kinetic-forces; thus having incorporated several supplemental strategies. Within less than three-years, I'll be approaching my 50yr earth-birth-mark -- and so, the urge to dispel certain generational-habits involving my departure-of-Body is deeply courting serious considerations. My most exciting, but majorly intimidating feat, at the present moment, is reconciling my reality of un-planned strides and officially transforming into the style of living I've been preparing for (the dying of the old-me, to usher in the new-me) -- because it's truly been a (very) long time coming {CapricornSunVirgoMoonVirgoRising}. All whilst accumulating the wisdom that involves FREE forgiveness (for myself and others), especially when tussling with seemingly 'wrong' decision-makings, mis-takes, emotional-detours, and psychological twists&turns! Thankfully, I'am (slowly, but surely) letting-go of judging my people/places/things/situations in terms of right/wrong, good/evil. My increased meditation, studies of S.E.L.F., and observations w/in the Imaginal and WooWoo realms, plus the research/development gathered via the correlations between ancient-mystery, contemporary-religion, and (hue)man nature/nurture based behaviors are leading my paradigms to shift in epic proportions. Because surely, my generational/historical/ancestral mechination has been a bit rigged with all sorts of social-clandestine cloaks&daggers. Now the hard-part begins; graduating into the 'Warrior-in-the-Garden'.
#CoachMaddHatteryActivated
